Sometimes I think about Marcus Aurelius.
Sometimes I wonder if he thinks of me.
That's not as preposterous as it sounds. Did you know that it is possible we are having this identical conversation in an infinite number of other places in the universe? So claims Alexander Vilenkin. Vilenkin's theory is based on the idea of
"cosmic inflation", originally proposed by MIT physics professor Alan
Guth. In other words, in the beginning of the universe everything got very big
very fast, so it is possible that not one big bang but multiple big bangs occurred
at once. There may even be many more to come. In fact, we are told that once
the process begins it may never end. "Inflation", Vilenkin says, "is like a chain reaction, stopping in one region of space only to start in another". That makes
Marcus and me part of an unimaginably vast and never-ending creative energy.*
For doubters, it raises the issue of how there can be a God, that far away? For
total negativists, it asks why do we assume that a Supreme Being, if there is one, is benevolent?
Each big bang creates a bubble and we live in one of those bubbles, better known as the "universe-as-marshmallow-in-microwave" model. Theoretically,
I suppose, our universe could eventually become a gooey puddle.
Yet another implication of this theory is that "Bill Murray will unexpectedly fall to earth from an overhead airplane killing you instantly before you finish reading this sentence."
Far-fetched? Perhaps, but one of many fascinating ideas to originate from the Tufts University Institute of Cosmology. If Bill Murray, why not Marcus Aurelius?
Well, not dropping out of a plane in your lap, maybe, but thinking
about you or me. Since cosmic inflation implies multiple universes occurring
simultaneously, all sorts of possibilities spring to mind. Dr. Seuss, for example,
might be writing:
I cannot hear you here or there
I cannot hear you anywhere
I'll have to ask green eggs and ham
To find out if you really am
Might have to fry a bumblebee
To see if you in fact still be
And even ask the Oz of Wiz
To find out if you really is.
Or maybe write a wacky verse
Or worse
To say to M. Aurelius
Old chap, are you still one of us?
Now just suppose, since we have entered the land of suppositions, that one cosmic bubble comes perilously close to the edge of another. What might happen if universes collide? Assuming no cosmic 9-1-1 to dial, how would
Theodore Geisel react to Marcus Aurelius, to you in the shower and me in the tub? One theory postulates a "bump and retreat" response. (From what I have seen from the automobile drivers on earth, from Palo Alto to Beiijing to Paris, that outcome is highly unlikely. Bumps aplenty. Retreat? Admit defeat? No way.) Another possible outcome is a scenario called "breach and
destroy", better known in contemporary terms as "shock and awe". It is the
cosmic equivalent of Ego Uber Alles, the testosterone dynamic that means only one can prevail and it certainly won't be you. The result is that you wouldn't have to worry about the Cat in the Hat or Bill Murray landing suddenly in your
overhead bin because such a surprise bubble collision would probably annihilate you first.
So maybe the patent on you would explode and expire, its time run out. Are there other generic variations of you? Are there almost-but-not quite you's still
out there? Is Brown Eggs and Sushi the same genetic dish? And would the Cat
come back in a flamboyantly different Hat?
Then there is the issue of creative defects: it is entirely possible that in the birth
process of the universe some cracked eggs appeared, so-called cosmic strings, which populate the cosmos, along with black holes, as very strange offspring. Cosmologists call these "observational signatures" which could eventually
enhance our understanding of the entire process. Another fascinating theory
postulates that although the universe is infinite, and infinitely expanding, what
can occur in these vastnesses is finite, suggesting that history will indeed repeat
itself. Geisel the Roman Emperor? Marcus the digital artist?
Where does that leave us, you and Seuss and Marcus and me? With the understanding that we may babble continuously on multiple bandwidths? That
what we know of each other may be genetically flawed? That life is both tenuous and gloriously profuse, all at the same time? Assuming that mashups
can occur intergalactically, we may not really know who we are, let alone who
others were. If there is any sense to be made of all of this, perhaps it goes like this:
Sometimes I think about Marcus Aurelius
Though it is doubtful that he thinks of me
But somewhere between us lie layers of memory
Memes of existence
All of which constitute echoes of me
And of the shadow called destiny.
c. Corinne Whitaker 2011, a hip poet
Note: Alexander Vilenkin is a cosmologist and head of the Tufts Institute of Cosmology. He is also the author of
"Many Worlds in One".
And thanks to the viewers and friends who shared their thoughts with me.
*For another take on a vast and never-ending creative energy that we all share, be sure to read this insightful
article from the New York
Times entitled "To Tug Hearts, Music First Must Tickle the Neurons". It ends with this marvelous quote
from Bobby McFerrin. McFerrin mentions a story by Hermann Hesse in which a violinist, granted his
wish to be the best musician he can be, vanishes as soon as he starts to play. "He completely
disappears into the music", Mr. McFerrin says on the video. "And I think that's actually a
big key to a successful creative moment for me, is when I disappear, and maybe the audience
disappears into the music and becomes so engaged in the music that you forget that you're
even there."